Child
Husband
House
New Car
Career
401 K Retirement Plan
Own Business
New Friends
Cut Down On Clutter
Let Things Go (including people)
Kick out the negative
Be healthy and fit
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
2011 New Year's Resolution
2011 New Year's Resolution
Finish & Graduate College
Clean Room
-get rid of clothes that I don't wear or fit
-hang pictures
-clear carpet
Give lots of my clutter away
Clear out storage unit
Have $20,000 in the bank cash
Consolidate debt
Promote and get my business rolling
Lose 40lbs to be 130
Go to Church
Go sky diving
Go white water rafting
Go To Superbike School
Take a trip to Canada with my new passport
Pack a bag, go to airport & take a southwest plane somewhere
Go to the gym
Tan & Spray Tan
Body Wraps
Get facials, massages, and hair done
Get into a happy healthy relationship
Get healthier
Possibly get a job
Things To Remember:
MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH YOURSELF
MAKE YOURSELF A PRIORITY
TELL THINGS ON YOUR MIND OTHERWISE OTHERS WONT KNOW
DON'T HOLD THINGS IN
Saying No isn't selfish, it's self-preserving
Relationships are mirrors.
Those you love and those you dislike,
are both mirrors of yourself.
So don't try to correct your reflection.
Instead of looking for the right person,
BECOME THE RIGHT PERSON.
Saw it, wanted it, threw a fit & got it
Yes it's fast no you can't ride it
I know I know....license and registration
Finish & Graduate College
Clean Room
-get rid of clothes that I don't wear or fit
-hang pictures
-clear carpet
Give lots of my clutter away
Clear out storage unit
Have $20,000 in the bank cash
Consolidate debt
Promote and get my business rolling
Lose 40lbs to be 130
Go to Church
Go sky diving
Go white water rafting
Go To Superbike School
Take a trip to Canada with my new passport
Pack a bag, go to airport & take a southwest plane somewhere
Go to the gym
Tan & Spray Tan
Body Wraps
Get facials, massages, and hair done
Get into a happy healthy relationship
Get healthier
Possibly get a job
Things To Remember:
MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH YOURSELF
MAKE YOURSELF A PRIORITY
TELL THINGS ON YOUR MIND OTHERWISE OTHERS WONT KNOW
DON'T HOLD THINGS IN
Saying No isn't selfish, it's self-preserving
Relationships are mirrors.
Those you love and those you dislike,
are both mirrors of yourself.
So don't try to correct your reflection.
Instead of looking for the right person,
BECOME THE RIGHT PERSON.
Saw it, wanted it, threw a fit & got it
Yes it's fast no you can't ride it
I know I know....license and registration
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Holiday - The 4th
So much for a holiday.
Soar throat, can't be out in the heat because of hot flashes. Doctors still haven't called or prescribed medicine. Just been suffering for a few weeks now. I really hate paying for crap Kaiser service. So much for being a 26+ year customer, that gets you no where.
Sitting alone in my room on 4th of July with my dogs. How fun is this.
Although I can remember a year ago wasn't any better. Actually it was just the start of my end where I am at now. Lucky me.
I can really say how do some people make it in the world at their "job" because most of them are so stupid they can't do their job anyway. Is it that hard or are they just that stupid???? Why is it too that supervisors know nothing yet they are in that position?
Frustrated with all the processes.
Workers Comp Still -
-appealing to the appeal board and have to go to court for that
-been a year since filing and nothing but then again they don't want to be liable
Harassment/Discrimination -
-about to go to court at the end of the month to see if I am amused at Devry's offer
School Devry -
-still don't have official evaluation
-still waiting for ADA accommodations
-still waiting for an admitting response from dean marcela
-had to take a class I already took
-
Work Devry -
-haven't heard from them in a month or actually more. sent in off sick still but the real last thing was the threatening to be fired letter in the mail if i didn't come back in may 2010. (screw it, I don't want to work for a company that treats people like dirt and doesn't take responsibility for it.)
Kaiser -
-negligent treatment from many doctors and all my member complaints because no one can figure out the right medicines nor take responsibility it my overall health. politics are so ugly but very obvious.
My question is when will all this get settled and come to an end? No wonder I still have accumulated stress. The list keeps piling up. I could just quit it all but should I have to quit and let them get away with it, or suffer and prove to them that them (Devry) needs to take responsibility for their employees treating others like dirt and persuading them to quit like it's not their fault. For now pushing on with what strength I have and they will pay for all I have suffered. People will know what kind of company they are. That I will make sure of.
Soar throat, can't be out in the heat because of hot flashes. Doctors still haven't called or prescribed medicine. Just been suffering for a few weeks now. I really hate paying for crap Kaiser service. So much for being a 26+ year customer, that gets you no where.
Sitting alone in my room on 4th of July with my dogs. How fun is this.
Although I can remember a year ago wasn't any better. Actually it was just the start of my end where I am at now. Lucky me.
I can really say how do some people make it in the world at their "job" because most of them are so stupid they can't do their job anyway. Is it that hard or are they just that stupid???? Why is it too that supervisors know nothing yet they are in that position?
Frustrated with all the processes.
Workers Comp Still -
-appealing to the appeal board and have to go to court for that
-been a year since filing and nothing but then again they don't want to be liable
Harassment/Discrimination -
-about to go to court at the end of the month to see if I am amused at Devry's offer
School Devry -
-still don't have official evaluation
-still waiting for ADA accommodations
-still waiting for an admitting response from dean marcela
-had to take a class I already took
-
Work Devry -
-haven't heard from them in a month or actually more. sent in off sick still but the real last thing was the threatening to be fired letter in the mail if i didn't come back in may 2010. (screw it, I don't want to work for a company that treats people like dirt and doesn't take responsibility for it.)
Kaiser -
-negligent treatment from many doctors and all my member complaints because no one can figure out the right medicines nor take responsibility it my overall health. politics are so ugly but very obvious.
My question is when will all this get settled and come to an end? No wonder I still have accumulated stress. The list keeps piling up. I could just quit it all but should I have to quit and let them get away with it, or suffer and prove to them that them (Devry) needs to take responsibility for their employees treating others like dirt and persuading them to quit like it's not their fault. For now pushing on with what strength I have and they will pay for all I have suffered. People will know what kind of company they are. That I will make sure of.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Next 5 years???
Well over the past few years I did think my life was in a different direction. I was in school, had a boyfriend, starting a career and all the sudden just as the wind blows it changes in a heart beat. You push school back because of the career. You lose the career because of health issues and finally because you fall out of love and into deep debt of finances you end up in lawsuits with your ex owing you lots of money he doesn't have.
My world as I knew it completely fell to the ground last year about the middle of the year. Nothing was as it seemed and this was all a year after the above happened. I thought that was a down point but nothing in comparision to what was coming a head. I had such medical issues of stress that I couldn't even drive, leave my room, and my doctors had me on up to 9 medications at one point their ignorance didn't even come into play that they were counteracting with one another. It seemed as though it was fight after fight which made my stress even more aggravated and sicker.
All I have to say is thank god for family. Without my parents I wouldn't have been able to make it through any of it. They not old stood by my side and picked me back up but stood up for me and took the reigns.
Slowly as I get my life together one step at a time. I returned to school, volunteer a little and spend most of my times with my comforting animals and some close family. Compared to where I was it's progress.
I see myself in 5 years hopefully in an entirely new career, new path of life and possibly a love interest. I had so many in the past (not like that) but I never concentrated on myself. I gave till I had nothing to give. Now my life is about me, what I want in my life, and what I want to accomplish with my life, because after all it's my life and I get to chose where I drive the car or motorcycle. LOL. I use to ride motorcycles. Actually I was even president of a woman's motorcycle club for a year but those were back in my adrenaline junkie days. I slowly have a ride here and there when I get the mind set up to it but nothing like before ripping through the hills or racing down the 1/4 at 120mph when I was 23. Not that 26 now is much old but I kind of found myself over the past year when hitting rock bottom.
I will say though I wish that on no one and admire those most who know what they want in life/love/career and wish them luck to go get it.
My world as I knew it completely fell to the ground last year about the middle of the year. Nothing was as it seemed and this was all a year after the above happened. I thought that was a down point but nothing in comparision to what was coming a head. I had such medical issues of stress that I couldn't even drive, leave my room, and my doctors had me on up to 9 medications at one point their ignorance didn't even come into play that they were counteracting with one another. It seemed as though it was fight after fight which made my stress even more aggravated and sicker.
All I have to say is thank god for family. Without my parents I wouldn't have been able to make it through any of it. They not old stood by my side and picked me back up but stood up for me and took the reigns.
Slowly as I get my life together one step at a time. I returned to school, volunteer a little and spend most of my times with my comforting animals and some close family. Compared to where I was it's progress.
I see myself in 5 years hopefully in an entirely new career, new path of life and possibly a love interest. I had so many in the past (not like that) but I never concentrated on myself. I gave till I had nothing to give. Now my life is about me, what I want in my life, and what I want to accomplish with my life, because after all it's my life and I get to chose where I drive the car or motorcycle. LOL. I use to ride motorcycles. Actually I was even president of a woman's motorcycle club for a year but those were back in my adrenaline junkie days. I slowly have a ride here and there when I get the mind set up to it but nothing like before ripping through the hills or racing down the 1/4 at 120mph when I was 23. Not that 26 now is much old but I kind of found myself over the past year when hitting rock bottom.
I will say though I wish that on no one and admire those most who know what they want in life/love/career and wish them luck to go get it.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
No end in sight
So still under extreme pressure.
From taking 2 classes at school, fighting over the forms for school for disability that they should have given me over a year ago, and now arguing with school that an idiot didn't have my ARC transcript either. Ugh how stupid do you have to be to work at this school? Appraently really stupid cause evenyone I come across has dropped the ball somewhere. UGH.
Dealing with the workers comp thing still. Now just dealing with their crap head of a lawyer who thinks the sin shines out of her ass when they try to do sneeky things behind my back thinking I know nothing about the workers compensation system. I've done my research boys and girls, and I use to work there for the state for 3 years. Watch out I picked up a few tricks.
Oh and my favorite stress causer of all my work harassment and discrimination filings. Lovely yes it is. Had to make an offer last week so they can officially notify my work representative that I am serious about them either accepting it or this will go to court. Think that is causing me stress. HAHA my stomach is in knots over it.
Oh yeah I forgot too in letters my work sent me that I was going to be fired tomorrow if I didn't return to work. Well my doctor has me off for 2 more months making it almost exactly a year then since the date of breakdown. So we will see what happens since I haven't heard from them. Although some how thinking that when they offered me $1200 to quit and walk away they thought I actually need that and would sign the paper. By now they have to realize I wasn't going anywhere despite being sick I will push through their bullshit as they completely did me wrong and caused my sickness for the past 10 months and in 08. Funny how until I worked there I never had any of these symptoms or illness and now having to deal with some many things from this I can't even use my fingers to count each one there are more than 10 now.
One day I am praying this all goes away and I can have a fresh start. But for now I am where I am.
I wish people (friends) would understand. It's hard for them too. They always get mad and blame me for bailing yet claim they understand my illness. Apparently not otherwise they wouldn't blame me when I cancel a few hours ahead because I'm sick.
Oh well, it is what it is.
From taking 2 classes at school, fighting over the forms for school for disability that they should have given me over a year ago, and now arguing with school that an idiot didn't have my ARC transcript either. Ugh how stupid do you have to be to work at this school? Appraently really stupid cause evenyone I come across has dropped the ball somewhere. UGH.
Dealing with the workers comp thing still. Now just dealing with their crap head of a lawyer who thinks the sin shines out of her ass when they try to do sneeky things behind my back thinking I know nothing about the workers compensation system. I've done my research boys and girls, and I use to work there for the state for 3 years. Watch out I picked up a few tricks.
Oh and my favorite stress causer of all my work harassment and discrimination filings. Lovely yes it is. Had to make an offer last week so they can officially notify my work representative that I am serious about them either accepting it or this will go to court. Think that is causing me stress. HAHA my stomach is in knots over it.
Oh yeah I forgot too in letters my work sent me that I was going to be fired tomorrow if I didn't return to work. Well my doctor has me off for 2 more months making it almost exactly a year then since the date of breakdown. So we will see what happens since I haven't heard from them. Although some how thinking that when they offered me $1200 to quit and walk away they thought I actually need that and would sign the paper. By now they have to realize I wasn't going anywhere despite being sick I will push through their bullshit as they completely did me wrong and caused my sickness for the past 10 months and in 08. Funny how until I worked there I never had any of these symptoms or illness and now having to deal with some many things from this I can't even use my fingers to count each one there are more than 10 now.
One day I am praying this all goes away and I can have a fresh start. But for now I am where I am.
I wish people (friends) would understand. It's hard for them too. They always get mad and blame me for bailing yet claim they understand my illness. Apparently not otherwise they wouldn't blame me when I cancel a few hours ahead because I'm sick.
Oh well, it is what it is.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Things Are Coming Together
Things are coming together. Slowly but surely. It's been almost a year since my major breakdown of illness from work and I feel I am beginning to feel things are finally falling into place. What I am due is finally coming true and people who caused things are finally paying up or getting their payback. Karma comes around and it's time.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
No Wonder
Well I recently yesterday just took some sort of school required for week 2 in my class. How ridiculous. It really said that I don't like my teachers and I believe that teachers are prejudice against students. Haha how funny that is so true.
Irritated:
Irritated:
How do you get 6/50 and 16/40 for discussion????? Really I worked hours on those posts but because I didn't post "enough" i really lost that many points. I hate this.
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