Defense (draft)

If somebody asks me why I carry a bag around with items to protect myself with a stunguns batons of pepper spray jabbing things knives and done with my CCW and then I tell them because I've been assaulted four times in my life once from my own fleshing blood aunt whom had a psychotic break episode to physically hit my self and my mother. four years ago once by two black girls in the IKEA parking lot in West sac two weeks before my aunt assaulted me once about two months ago from a white and black girl at the ghetto Walmart on Folsom boulevard and then my psycho ex-boyfriend many of assault and death threats over the course of months is now in jail for six months because I pressed charges and you wonder why I carry things to protect myself and you say wow you have a positive outlook on life no it has nothing to do with that there are idiots out there and there are people like all those who have nothing to lose and don't care what they do and I value myself and my self-worth and protect myself and they could care less so I'm not going to be a victim I refuse to and I will fight back with everything I have and they will lose not me I will never be a victim again do any kind of assault or violence or a victim of domestic violence in a relationship again I now have all the tools and resources that nobody wants to come against me for any reason because they will lose.